for you....

i would have never imagined us standing here ...right now.
many months;conversations;disagreements;laughs;tears; i hate you; & i love yous later.
truth is in the begining i never actually thought it would be more than a fling
something to the pass the time.
and i bet you thought so too
but little did i know i would fall for you.
smh.
at times i hated you.
w/ your arogant self.
you made me cry many of times.... blaming it on you being honest.
but we both know that was a lie
you know you liked making me cry.
just so you could make everything alright
with one or two lines
-giggles- and it worked everytime.
watching the game together.
making plans for our forever.
never thinking this today would ever come.
you once told me you would always be here.
and like the young naive girl i tend to be ....
i believed you.
i bought the lie & you sealed it w/ a kiss.
never once thinking that forever was a myth.
and here i stand now. many days hours seconds later....
and somehow i feel the same way i did that 1st day.
amazed that someone like you could ever care for me
and in your own little way make everything alright.
yes i shed many tears.
but i know they wernt in vain.
they were in LOVE's name.
embroidered w/ kisses
decorated with hard work
laced with trust
and painted with you in mind.
our love wasnt easy.
but baby we make it look so right.
so i stand here.
shaking in my 3 inch pumps wondering if you feel the same.
and i see your hands reach out to me.
i can hardly breathe
a tear falls down my cheek as you pull me near
you whisper.....
yes loving you can be hard. but not having you here to love at all... doesnt make sense at all. forever is a long time. but w/ you by my side.... forever is just one step away

fairy tales

dreams into nightmares
nightmares into dreams
happily ever afters into a midnight dreary
shiny apples & 12 little men
can't even compare to the wicked witches that always try to win
step mothers& half sisters
prince charming & romantic kisses
in all this what am i really trying to show
love can go either way
romantic bliss or lonelyness
whatever it is
whatever love might really be
love can go either way it depends on you and me
depends on what we really want it to be
theres a lot of things it depends on
but mostly it depends on me
see i can only control me
and you can only control you
& together we can make it work
& hopefully make it go our way
& maybe at the end of our tale it will read
"happily ever after the end"
but until that day lets work to make everyday a happily ever after
so even if a midnight dreary might come along
we will still have our fairy tale dreams to keep us going on

rag & bone fall 09 rtw

i simplyy adore rag&bone....

and looking at this you can tell whyy.

these jacketss

the whole vibee is dope

they look amazing but comfortable at the same time

is plaid in... or out

me and a friend were having a heated discussion wether plaid flannel was in ... or out.

i argued in.

&& i was proven right.

many writers believe Plaid is in this fall.

soooooo don't throw away all those lumber jack shirts you havee.

te amo

he grabs her waist & whispers

te amo

but when she looks in his eyes

all she can see is his lies

all the times he made her believe he was all she needed.

all the times where she would be home alone

contemplating and thinking was he really what she needed.

sleepless nights

times where all she could do is cry.

times where all she could  break down and die

just off this one guy.

but now what would be next

would she buy into this nice apology like she always does

or will she finally stand on her on two

and kick this guy to the crub.

only time will tell.

love is a painful thing

&& its even worse when its on a one way street

rihanna = fashionistaaa

all other nonsense aside.

Robyn "Rihanna" Fenty

can dress. she is doing stuff no one else is. i am comnding her.

i am still a fan of her even more so now for the fashion moves she is making.

go riri!!!

lol

Heels Are a Girls Best Friend

Ever since 5th grade i have been wearing heels.

The older i got the thinner & higher they got.

They are my 1st lovee [after jesus & music lol]

here are some baddd shoes that i will be adding to my collection soom enough.

Whewww!!! i am so in loveee. && these are just a feww