fairy tales

dreams into nightmares
nightmares into dreams
happily ever afters into a midnight dreary
shiny apples & 12 little men
can't even compare to the wicked witches that always try to win
step mothers& half sisters
prince charming & romantic kisses
in all this what am i really trying to show
love can go either way
romantic bliss or lonelyness
whatever it is
whatever love might really be
love can go either way it depends on you and me
depends on what we really want it to be
theres a lot of things it depends on
but mostly it depends on me
see i can only control me
and you can only control you
& together we can make it work
& hopefully make it go our way
& maybe at the end of our tale it will read
"happily ever after the end"
but until that day lets work to make everyday a happily ever after
so even if a midnight dreary might come along
we will still have our fairy tale dreams to keep us going on

rag & bone fall 09 rtw

i simplyy adore rag&bone....

and looking at this you can tell whyy.

these jacketss

the whole vibee is dope

they look amazing but comfortable at the same time

is plaid in... or out

me and a friend were having a heated discussion wether plaid flannel was in ... or out.

i argued in.

&& i was proven right.

many writers believe Plaid is in this fall.

soooooo don't throw away all those lumber jack shirts you havee.

te amo

he grabs her waist & whispers

te amo

but when she looks in his eyes

all she can see is his lies

all the times he made her believe he was all she needed.

all the times where she would be home alone

contemplating and thinking was he really what she needed.

sleepless nights

times where all she could do is cry.

times where all she could  break down and die

just off this one guy.

but now what would be next

would she buy into this nice apology like she always does

or will she finally stand on her on two

and kick this guy to the crub.

only time will tell.

love is a painful thing

&& its even worse when its on a one way street

rihanna = fashionistaaa

all other nonsense aside.

Robyn "Rihanna" Fenty

can dress. she is doing stuff no one else is. i am comnding her.

i am still a fan of her even more so now for the fashion moves she is making.

go riri!!!

lol

Heels Are a Girls Best Friend

Ever since 5th grade i have been wearing heels.

The older i got the thinner & higher they got.

They are my 1st lovee [after jesus & music lol]

here are some baddd shoes that i will be adding to my collection soom enough.

Whewww!!! i am so in loveee. && these are just a feww

Charlotte Russe's Photos - Fall 2009

i meant to blogg about this when i first saw it but it must have slipped my head.

i loveeeeee these outfitss i would almost wear all of them

^^^^^^

My Favv Look I Could So See Myself Wearing That

Accessories on Your FACE!!!!

i was tweeting with the lovelyy Amber [ @hollywood_AMBER <== follow her]

And we were talking about Make - Up

I related makeup to being an accessory on your facee

which i believe that's what it is.

Makeup helps inhance your beauty if done correctly.

It can take you from pretty to FIERCE in the matter of 10 mins.

I love it i nicee eye and netural everything else is my fav.

or you can do a color lipp and netural eye.

You never want to do both... :-)

so havee fun... be creativee with your looks :-)

accessorize your face lol

beaten lovee

Lovee a word many people strive to see....

But most people wont.

ima runaway!

...from lovee that is.

love took my innocence.

love ripped out my soul.

love made me believe he was all i needed.

love beat me senseless.

love left me in pieces.

love is the reason my heart has gone missing

paris &&& new york

Paris && New York

A couple of my favv placesss.

These photos make me want to gooo there noww

&& with a boo lol

clothes make me smile!!!

i would so wear this dress.... not exactly how she is ...but i would

awhhh guys who dress like this could get it

i effin love this sirttt i haveeee to find one like this

heyyyyyyy!!! this jacket is amazing heck the whole set is

victim of violence a victim of today

don't think im weak because i did'nt fight back

i choose mine wisely

you know you were wrong for that

you hear all the time of how you shouldnt hit a lady

but i guess the emotions and liquor had you acting crazy

we fought at 1st with our words going back and forth

yelling "I hate you"

me saying "Go ahead and try it"

and stuff of that sort

then you pushed me against the wall

and you said i did it now

i shead only one tear

and kept my smile

i yelled go ahead and kill me if you think you can

all the while im thinking i wish you would just hold my hand

you threw me on the couch

i tried to get up quickly

but you grabbed my stomach and it wanst gently

then you held a knief to my neck

then you asked did i have any last words baby

the look in your eyes

and i asked you "are you going to kill me because i saw you inbetween that b*tches thighs"

i laughed and layed back

and said do what you do

i said "i hope that b*tch was worth it cause i would rather die than deal with you"

i looked at you then i closed my eyes

ni*gga kill me so i can die.

you pulled the knief away and said i don't want to kill you

you told me "you loved me"

andd that you made a mistake

i looked at you like you were crazy

and got up out the way

you yelled baby i love you

i said im not hearing that

i said tell that to that b*tch Tina and get the h*ll up out my house

you cried i don't love her

i said i dont care

you took a gun out and held it right there

you looked at me

i looked at you

you pointed the gun to me

then to you

i tried to move my lips but nothing came out

the trigger went off right there in my house

you left me July 11th

and there is where you lay

A Victim of Violence

A Victim of Today

stripped

lyfe said it best"think before you let it go"
but he forgot to mention
what if you didnt give it away
what if its taken
how can a man take something that was meant for good
and turn it the other way
i was 11 that day
when my uncle came home
said he had a suprise in store
but little did i know it wasnt a barbie doll
but more like a blow up male figure
dark hair
slim figure
he told me to lay down
and to close my eyes
told me i was going to be a big girl now
he unzipped his pants
and lifted my skirt
he said "if i take a deep breath it wouldnt even hurt"
but of course he lied
but i couldnt even let out a scream
all i could do was cryand cry
and cry
tear after tear rolled off my face
like a water fountain
from that day on...

i would never be the same

love??

i want to love you

but i can't

it's not healthy trying to love someone

who wont let you in

i beg,knock&plea

but you just ignore me

you say you love me

but how woould i know

love is an expression why not let it show

love is 2 bodies coming together as 1

so theres my body+ 1/2 of yours ....but that doesnt = the love sum

i can't do this anymore

half way loving youi want to love you all or none of you

i don't mean to sound harsh

but it hurts me can't you see

loving someone who doesnt let me in

i might as well be lonely

helpless romanticc

dreams into nightmares
nightmares into dreams
happily ever afters
into once upon a midnight dreary
shiny apples and 12 little men
can't evem compare to the
wicked witches that always try to win
step mothers & half sisters
prince charmings & romantic kisses
in all this what am i really trying to show.
well...
ℓovε can go either way
romantic bliss or lonelyness
whatever it is
whatever ℓovε might really be
ℓovε can go either way
it just depends on you and me
depends on what we really want it to be
theres a lot of things it depends on
but mostly it depends on me
see i can only control me
and you can only control you
&& together we make it work out for our good
and maybe at the end ouf our tale it will read
"and the lived happily ever after...the end"
but until that day.
lets make our everyday a happy ending
so even if midnight dreary might come along
we have our fairy tale dreams & wishes to keep us going on