for you....

i would have never imagined us standing here ...right now.
many months;conversations;disagreements;laughs;tears; i hate you; & i love yous later.
truth is in the begining i never actually thought it would be more than a fling
something to the pass the time.
and i bet you thought so too
but little did i know i would fall for you.
smh.
at times i hated you.
w/ your arogant self.
you made me cry many of times.... blaming it on you being honest.
but we both know that was a lie
you know you liked making me cry.
just so you could make everything alright
with one or two lines
-giggles- and it worked everytime.
watching the game together.
making plans for our forever.
never thinking this today would ever come.
you once told me you would always be here.
and like the young naive girl i tend to be ....
i believed you.
i bought the lie & you sealed it w/ a kiss.
never once thinking that forever was a myth.
and here i stand now. many days hours seconds later....
and somehow i feel the same way i did that 1st day.
amazed that someone like you could ever care for me
and in your own little way make everything alright.
yes i shed many tears.
but i know they wernt in vain.
they were in LOVE's name.
embroidered w/ kisses
decorated with hard work
laced with trust
and painted with you in mind.
our love wasnt easy.
but baby we make it look so right.
so i stand here.
shaking in my 3 inch pumps wondering if you feel the same.
and i see your hands reach out to me.
i can hardly breathe
a tear falls down my cheek as you pull me near
you whisper.....
yes loving you can be hard. but not having you here to love at all... doesnt make sense at all. forever is a long time. but w/ you by my side.... forever is just one step away