victim of violence a victim of today

don't think im weak because i did'nt fight back

i choose mine wisely

you know you were wrong for that

you hear all the time of how you shouldnt hit a lady

but i guess the emotions and liquor had you acting crazy

we fought at 1st with our words going back and forth

yelling "I hate you"

me saying "Go ahead and try it"

and stuff of that sort

then you pushed me against the wall

and you said i did it now

i shead only one tear

and kept my smile

i yelled go ahead and kill me if you think you can

all the while im thinking i wish you would just hold my hand

you threw me on the couch

i tried to get up quickly

but you grabbed my stomach and it wanst gently

then you held a knief to my neck

then you asked did i have any last words baby

the look in your eyes

and i asked you "are you going to kill me because i saw you inbetween that b*tches thighs"

i laughed and layed back

and said do what you do

i said "i hope that b*tch was worth it cause i would rather die than deal with you"

i looked at you then i closed my eyes

ni*gga kill me so i can die.

you pulled the knief away and said i don't want to kill you

you told me "you loved me"

andd that you made a mistake

i looked at you like you were crazy

and got up out the way

you yelled baby i love you

i said im not hearing that

i said tell that to that b*tch Tina and get the h*ll up out my house

you cried i don't love her

i said i dont care

you took a gun out and held it right there

you looked at me

i looked at you

you pointed the gun to me

then to you

i tried to move my lips but nothing came out

the trigger went off right there in my house

you left me July 11th

and there is where you lay

A Victim of Violence

A Victim of Today